I have spent the majority of my lifetime planning for the next big moment. From the time I was in 5th grade, I always knew what I wanted to be, what school I was going to go to and what it was going to take to get there. Granted, the path of my life has changed dramatically since my 10 year old dreams, but the way I approached them seemed to remain the same.
My high school experience was dictated directly by what would get me into an admirable school. I pushed to be president, joined as many clubs as possible, and took the hardest classes. My motivation was clear. I went in, did my work, and got out. So, I managed to graduate and begin college at 16.
I have just turned 18 and recently realized that I now have the number to back up the adult actions that I have been taking for years. I realized that everything I've worked for isn't necessarily what I want.
I'm a Colorado girl, born and raised, with an ambition for much more than the western plains. The allure of the city and the environment of a fast paced, dynamic world pull me every single day. At 16, I had to stay instate for school. But now, it's my time to finally make the jump and leave.
I believe that no action can be considered a risk unless you have something to lose. I recognized that my current life is pretty good. I'm at a very respected school, family close by, solid friendships. Leaving all that I have could very well be one of the biggest mistake of my life. But I am willing to risk pretty good for wonderful.
That's what being a true artist is. It is willing to risk all you have to create something spectacular. I know I could never reach my full potential as a dancer and a photographer here.
For the first time in my life, my passion is bigger than my reason.
It's worth all I have.
So this is my journey to make my way out of Colorado and take my dancing habit into a lifestyle. Welcome.
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